3am.tarot/river styx: navigating grief & finding your FLOW

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learn to traverse the waters of your grief, without getting lost or overwhelmed.

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river styx: navigating grief & finding your FLOW

coming soon: a ten-week community container program for intentionally navigating personal and collective grief, based on the ten-step FLOW program created by good grief network.

transmute your grief for the world into bold action and fierce hope without drowning in overwhelm, helplessness, or fear.

the path to the river opens on january 26th, 2026. the price of this program is $666 and payment plans are available.

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You're not weak, pathetic, or silly — you're grieving. and you need support.

we are living in a moment of history that is wildly chaotic. every day is a new catastrophe, the future often feels uncertain, and you might be having trouble even getting out of bed in the morning. it's an overwhelming time to be a human, and there are endless waves of pain to process.

wherever this finds you, please hear me: you're not failing. you're a person who cares, a person who is paying attention, a person who feels deeply.

you are a person who is grieving.

collective grief isn't the same as personal loss, no matter how painful that loss may be. collective grief brings new waves every day, with a weight that is always growing. without strategies to navigate these choppy, bottomless waters, collective grief can leave us feeling like we're drowning all the time.

collective grief requires more intentional care.

you want to fight fascism, show up for your people, and feel like yourself again.

i get it. i'm right there with you. you want to be brave, to protect your community, to fight back and live your values and do the damn thing. but ignoring your grief, or the pain of the collective, isn't sustainable.

i'm not trying to get rid of your grief — i wouldn't even if i could. your grief is a tender, beautiful, sacred part of you that speaks to your values, your desires, your needs, and your magic. your grief makes you human.

but i do want to help you develop strategies and practices that help you build resilience, courage, and sustainable optimism. i do want to inspire you to dream of bigger futures, and to believe that more is possible. i do want to empower you to fight for the people you love, the world you want, with the skills and gifts that are already at your fingertips.

your grief is sacred. i want you to fall in love with it, and to learn how to find the magic within it.

hello, fellow griever.

i'm meg jones wall (she/they) and i'm a queer, chronically ill tarot reader, author, and teacher. grief work has changed my life.

i fundamentally believe that grief work is resilience work, and that tarot is a powerful tool for building personal and collective resilience. my work lives at the intersection of spirituality, rebelliousness, and intuition. if you're feeling overwhelmed, uncertain, or unable to move forward, i can help.

“Meg is by far the tarot reader I know who has the most nervous-system regulated relationship to divination. It is an ethical optimism, tempered by reality and bolstered by a generosity and warmth that is so unmistakably Meg. Meg is generous, deeply grounding, smart as fuck, and unfussed – providing readings that feel both deeply entrenched in reality as well as the work of being a happy human.” — S.R.

“Whether or not I name it as grief doesn’t shape the emotion itself, but rather my ability to respond to it. That’s power I didn’t realize I had.” — A.L.

"[Meg's work is] the steady rebellious bonfire that folks can come together around to grieve with and support one another." — F.I.

but isn't grief work scary?

grief work isn't easy.

intentionally sitting in discomfort, embracing uncertainty, and creating space for painful emotions can be too scary for some people to even consider. but this isn't about forcing yourself to surrender completely to the massive feelings swirling around inside you. it's instead about learning to gently wade into the waters of your grief, understanding how to honor your own capacity, and engaging with your grief in a way that you can replicate and sustain.

grief work will change your life, and you don't have to do it alone.

here's the thing: grief always moves hand in hand with love, and joy, and hope — even if it doesn't always feel like it. it can be be tempting, feel easier, to simply compartmentalize grief and try to ignore it. but if you spend all of your energy pushing your grief to the side, it can also make it harder to access the love, joy, and hope that we so desperately need.

grief work helps us keep going, keep fighting, keep remembering what we love and care about. grief work lets us build sustainable movements, show up with consistency, and maintain resilience that will help us imagine bigger, bolder, more beautiful futures.

i believe in grief work, and i believe in you. let's wade into the waters of grief together, and come out the other side even stronger.

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transmute your grief for the world into bold action and fierce hope without drowning in overwhelm, helplessness, or fear.

the path to the river opens on january 26th, 2026. the price of this program is $666 and payment plans are available.

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"from spending time with Grief, I felt a level of support and love that I didn’t expect to feel." — b.l.

“I joined Meg for a container and wow what a beautiful time! The prompts and questions were always perfectly balanced, depthful, intriguing, tender, hard, thoughtful, just gorgeous! It was a lovely space that felt sacred and nourishing, and I could tell it was created and curated with great care. Very grateful!” — J.D.

so how do we navigate the waters of grief?

one week at a time, friends. the first lesson goes out on february 6th, 2026.

this ten-step framework is being used with permission from good grief network's FLOW grief facilitation program, which i completed in 2024. river styx utilizes the original ten steps but also includes additional content created by me.

our weekly themes:

week one: rise to the challenge
week two: be with uncertainty
week three: look death in the eye
week four: honor personal wounds
week five: own the blind spots
week six: create connections
week seven: take breaks & rest
week eight: recognize mistakes
week nine: show up
week ten: the next right step

each week, you'll receive a generous email lesson with an audio recording from me introducing our theme, tarot cards to work with (and suggested ways to work with them), journaling prompts, reflection questions, and gentle exercises for engaging with our theme in a thoughtful, purposeful way.

in addition to the weekly emailed lessons, you will also have ongoing access to a private discord server of fellow grievers, three optional virtual meetups for sharing and support, and lifetime access to all ten lessons. every part of every lesson is optional, and you'll be encouraged to engage mindfully and intentionally with the material at your own pace. there is no such thing as "falling behind" in my courses, and you'll have regular reminders to lean on your support team, community, and personal safety plan for additional care.

all you need to participate is a tarot deck, a place to record your thoughts, and an open heart.

by the end of this ten week experience, you'll know how to listen to your grief. you'll understand how to care for yourself with compassion when challenge events occur. and you'll have a deeper sense of resilience and courage that will empower you to honor what you need, without abandoning your values.

“Personifying my grief while engaging the tarot really helped me be able to get perspective and step back and then engage my grief. [Meg's] prompts and sharing with everyone gave me the permission I needed to get curious with my grief. “ — a.n.

"[Meg's work is] the moment in the movie when the protagonists are tired and unsure and scared, and then someone gives a rousing speech and you get chills and you want to beat a drum and fucking do the thing with them. [this is] trauma-informed and grief-informed tarot. It's clear and it's caring, and it's going to remind you what's real and possible." — M.K.

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are you ready to wade in? take my hand.

the path to the river opens on january 26th, 2026. the price of this program is $666 and payment plans are available.

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are you free on january 26th?

i'm hosting a completely free virtual tarot journaling event at 7pm EST, and you're invited — all you need is a tarot deck and an open heart. click here to register via zoom and join us for this hour-long session.

looking for something you can do right now?

i've got a collection of workbooks, tarot spreads, journaling programs, and more that can help you safety and intentionally explore your grief with the help of the tarot.

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