river styx opens on january 26th, 2026 and costs $666, with a payment plan available.
join the waitlist now to get a notification by email when this program is available for enrollment.
we are living in a moment of history that is wildly chaotic. every day is a new catastrophe, the future often feels uncertain, and you might be having trouble even getting out of bed in the morning. it's an overwhelming time to be a human, and there are endless waves of pain to process.
wherever this finds you, please hear me: you're not failing. you're a person who cares, a person who is paying attention, a person who feels deeply.
you are a person who is grieving.
collective grief isn't the same as personal loss, no matter how painful that loss may be. collective grief brings new waves every day, with a weight that is always growing. without strategies to navigate these choppy, bottomless waters, collective grief can leave us feeling like we're drowning all the time.
collective grief requires more intentional care.
i get it. i'm right there with you. you want to be brave, to protect your community, to fight back and live your values and do the damn thing.
you want to volunteer consistently, be less distracted in your relationships, have more energy to show up for the events and people you love. you want to create things, imagine things, reach for things. you want to feel joy in your present, and hope for your future.
i'm not trying to get rid of your grief — i wouldn't even if i could. your grief is a tender, beautiful, sacred part of you that speaks to your values, your desires, your needs, and your magic. your grief makes you human.
but i do want to help you develop strategies and practices that help you build resilience, courage, and sustainable optimism. i do want to inspire you to dream of bigger futures, and to believe that more is possible. i do want to empower you to fight for the people you love, the world you want, with the skills and gifts that are already at your fingertips.
your grief is sacred. i want you to fall in love with it, so that you can be an active participant in your own life again.
i'm meg jones wall (she/they) and i'm a queer, chronically ill tarot reader, author, and teacher. grief work has changed my life.
i fundamentally believe that grief work is resilience work, and that tarot is a powerful tool for building personal and collective resilience. my work lives at the intersection of spirituality, rebelliousness, and intuition. if you're feeling overwhelmed, uncertain, or unable to move forward, i can help.
beginning february 6th: a ten-week community container program for intentionally navigating personal and collective grief.
featuring weekly lessons right in your inbox, a virtual community of fellow grievers for support, and a proven ten-step program to help you reclaim your joy, love, and energy.
transmute your grief for the world into bold action and fierce hope without drowning in overwhelm, helplessness, or fear.
grief work can be hard. but grief work doesn't have to be scary.
yes — intentionally sitting in discomfort, embracing uncertainty, and creating space for painful emotions can be challenging.
but the point of this work isn't to make you feel as terrible as possible, or to force you to dive head-first into your grief in a way that leaves you gasping for breath. it's instead about learning to gently wade into the waters of your grief, understand how to honor your own capacity, and engage with your grief in a way that you can replicate and sustain.
grief always moves hand in hand with love, and joy, and hope — and the more you listen to your grief, the more you'll remember who the fuck you are. engaging with grief will help you reclaim your joy, find hope for the future, and live your life again.
i believe in grief work, and i believe in you. let's wade into the waters of grief together, and come out the other side even stronger.
keep scrolling to learn more about the program itself — and if you're still not sure, check the FAQ at the bottom of this page.
one week at a time, friends. the first lesson goes out on february 6th, 2026.
this ten-step framework was developed by good grief network's laura schmidt and aimee lewis reau, and i studied it as part of my participation in their FLOW grief facilitation training program which i completed in 2024. i'm deeply grateful for laura and aimee's generous encouragement, and for their permission to use this proven system alongside my own journaling prompts, tarot spreads, and support structure.
each week, you'll get an email with everything you need: weekly lessons include audio recordings with PDF transcripts, journaling prompts, and tarot spreads, to help you connect with the material in different ways. every part of every lesson is optional, you'll have ongoing access to a virtual community of fellow grievers, and you'll be encouraged to engage with the material at your own pace.
there is no such thing as "falling behind" in my courses, and you'll have regular reminders to lean on your support team, community, and personal safety plan for additional care.
all you need to participate is a tarot deck, a place to record your thoughts, and an open heart.
our weekly themes:
by the end of this ten week experience, you will literally feel different: steadier, sturdier, stronger.
you'll know how to listen to your grief, and how to care for it. you'll have more energy for the relationships, ambitions, and big dreams in your life. you'll reconnect with your sense of joy and hope. and you'll have a deeper sense of resilience and courage that will empower you to fight for what you love, and live your values.
learn how to transmute your grief for the world into bold action and fierce hope — without drowning in overwhelm, helplessness, or fear.
this is a ten-week, self-paced, resilience-oriented community container that includes:
original audio lessons (including transcripts) delivered straight to your inbox each week, based on the tried-and-true ten-step framework developed by good grief network’s laura schmidt and aimee lewis reau
recommended tarot cards to work with alongside your lessons, along with new spreads and accessible exercises for tarot readers of any level
journaling prompts for personal reflection, introspection, and discovery
suggested somatic exercises to stay grounded, stable, and present
a library of resources for creating your own personal support plan
a private digital discord community for sharing, encouragement, and ongoing support
accountability tools for helping you continue to show up to the work
three live zoom meetups for checking in and practicing community building
lifetime access to course content and our co-created grief community
the flexibility to engage with lessons based on your own schedule and timeline, along with gentle reminders to honor your capacity and personal needs
let’s tend our grieving hearts together.
absolutely! the lessons are generous and include journaling prompts that you can use with or without tarot cards. even if you don't own a tarot deck, you'll still have plenty of materials and exercises to engage with.
grief work really benefits from community connection and support, and the ten-step system we're using was designed for groups to use in tandem. that being said, time zones are tricky and schedules are complicated, so not everyone will be able to attend everything.
the live meetups are completely optional as a space for people to share and connect, and will be scheduled based on the availability of everyone who signs up. but if you can't make it or don't want to attend, that's absolutely okay — there won't be any new content presented. we'll also have a channel in the discord available for people who want to schedule additional meetups that may be better for specific time zones.
the discord is a really useful way for us to connect with each other no matter where we are in the world or which step we're focusing on in the program. i know not everyone actively participates in these kinds of spaces, but it's the best option i've found for accessible digital community. with that being said, if you truly can't stand discord but really want to participate in this program, i would recommend signing up alongside a friend or two and setting up regular meetups / conversations so that you still get the community support you need. but i would still encourage you to try the discord out — you might be surprised by how connective this space can be.
grief can be really scary — i get it. but engaging with your grief in an intentional way actually helps it be less scary.
this program will give you practical tools that you can use to listen to your grief and learn from it, instead of just drowning in it. plus, you won't be alone — you'll be working through these steps with me and other grievers, who you can connect with anytime in our online community discord server. we have accountability tools, live meetups, and plenty of resources to help you build out a support system for yourself to help you every step of the way.
while river styx lessons are delivered weekly, you'll have lifetime access to the course content as well as the community, so you really can take your time. if things get overwhelming or you want to slow your pace, you can absolutely do that.
yes, it really can. this program is built on the foundational ten-step framework created by good grief network's laura schmidt and aimee lewis reau. it's beloved, established, and proven — it’s worked for over 2500 people in more than 30 countries, and it can work for you too.
to learn more about the ten-step program, i encourage you to explore goodgriefnetwork.org.
i'd love to chat with you and help you figure out if river styx is a good fit for you! feel free to send me an email at 3am.tarot@gmail.com.
the path to the river opens on january 26th, 2026. the price of this program is $666 and a payment plan is available.
transmute your grief for the world into bold action and fierce hope without drowning in overwhelm, helplessness, or fear.