back in the city, back to real life. today's card is a perfect reminder that everything is connected and the world keeps on turning: the wheel of fortune. this is a card i've only worked with once before, but it's one that i find very appealing. there are so many colorful threads, so many knots and tangles and loops that connect everything together. we can't always trace the lines, don't always see how one thing impacts another, but everything is linked. in the middle of the mess, it's hard to see why things are happening or how it could possibly end well, but with time and perspective we can see the whole picture, learn valuable lessons, gain fuller insight into our world. and even when the wheel spins on its head, when we flip from the top to the bottom without warning, there is still a sense of something greater than ourselves, a power bigger than our own small selves.
change is inevitable. control is fleeting. most days, the world can look like nothing more than beautiful, terrible chaos. the world can be upended in an instant - whether we recognize that change or not. and this card encourages us to remember humility, to not get too high-and-mighty, to stay aware of our actions and our contributions to this world of ours. we can only do so much, control so much, change so much.
major arcana cards are the theme of my next week of exercises through beth's course, and in the spirit of continuing to learn i drew a second companion card. a perfect reminder to not surrender all of my power, the two of wands is a card of willpower, determination, decisiveness, and potential. rather than cowering in fear at the wheel of fortune, seeing it as a symbol of inevitability and fate and destiny, i need to also remember that i still have agency and independence. the world may keep turning whether or not i'm here, but i still have opportunities to make my mark. i have a role to play in this life, things to create and speak and do. one of those colorful threads represents me, and what i do with my time and energy and spirit can matter. i don't want to get too big, too arrogant, too confident - but i shouldn't let the power of the wheel crush me either.