today's card is all about focus, determination, craftsmanship, and innovation: the eight of pentacles.
confident and skilled, the spider is constantly pushing herself to create new, intricate webs, never giving up. if a web is broken or damaged, she fixes it. if it's destroyed beyond repair, she creates a new one, that's stronger and more beautiful than the one before it. she is constantly honing her skills, seeking mastery of her craft. detail-oriented, determined, focused, and devoted, she is constantly challenging herself to do better.
this card is all about balance and devotion, understanding that hard work and drive can achieve so much. there can be joy in every stage of a process, learning to embrace every single aspect of a project or craft. and while there's always plenty of things to distract us, sometimes the best thing we can do is keep our heads down, stay focused, and put all of our energy into making something strong and beautiful.
this is a challenging card for me today, as i have a quiet work week planned. my to-do list is completely finished, every task that's been wiggling in the back of my head completed - all that's left is writing difficult letters to my family, which i've been putting off for weeks now. pentacles are so connected to the earth and possessions for me, all about stability, material things, wealth and careers and property. but eights are goal-oriented, all about achievement, getting things done.
my clarifying card is the son of wands, a card that's been popping up a lot lately. this son has no fear, no self-doubt, but pushes forward with confidence and strength and passion. i don't want to force the cards or miss something, but this feels like it could speak to my still-unwritten letters. after all, finishing coming out during pride month was the goal that i set for myself, and while i've taken the first step i have stumbled over the others. the son has such purpose, such fire, and he and his mother have appeared so many times this month. it feels like the court of wands is pushing me to push myself, to finish the journey i started years ago.
yes, it's scary. i might destroy the fragile webs i've been building all these years, damaging relationships that are so important to me. but if i can keep my head down, focus on the task at hand, use the skills and intuition and empathy that i've been developing - perhaps i can build something even stronger.