i've been taking a bit of a break from tarot, unplanned but perhaps subconsciously. i've been so drained, so exhausted, and it felt like drawing cards was just spinning my wheels. sometimes it can be helpful to have feelings and thoughts mirrored in the cards, a kind of validation - but the last week or two i haven't found it helpful. i've missed my daily ritual, but i think it's been good for me to step back a little and reflect on what i'm really seeking from these daily draws. we've officially signed a lease, and are moving on monday. this very long-awaited change is finally happening, and all of those to-do lists i've been writing can finally be put into action - and i'm exhausted. time to gather all the courage and strength i have left. today's daily pull is the seven of wands.
i love getting new cards that i haven't worked with before, especially when they seem to say exactly what i need to hear. sevens are all about evaluating where you're at and making adjustments to meet your goal - they're cards of choice, a kind of "temporary perfection" as one forum reader put it. we feel that we could be done, that we've achieved our goal, but sevens can show us that we actually have farther to go. we need to rally, gather our strength, and carve out a path to the end.
the seven of wands can traditionally be interpreted as preparing for a battle, someone pushing themselves to overcome difficulty or challenges, to gain the upper hand. while i'm hardly preparing for a fight, i am struggling to overcome this depressed haze i've been in for the past few weeks. not full out depression, mind you, just a kind of fog that i can't get out of. this beautiful image of a single wand illuminating the darkness, finding their inner spark, unafraid to shine light boldly, really inspires me. that quick burst of fire is so necessary, pushing forward, finding adrenaline, bursting forth with energy and passion. but it's so easy to burn out, to expend energy too quickly, and this card can also caution me to watch my energy and make sure i have enough to complete my goals.